13年首次環島開蘇花恐懼經驗(代po) - 保養

By Leila
at 2019-02-07T03:52
at 2019-02-07T03:52
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我從民國96年開始開車,開的是2000年Honda的銀色CRV,雖然我有別輛車,但我當時環島開的就是這輛老爺車
http://i.imgur.com/eg9hgHT.jpg
我知道車齡很老了,但這車是父親生前留給我的,我有很深的感情,每年保養、維修的費用都遠超過車本身,我也知道,但我有我對父親懷念的執念。
我台中人,我很常開車,北中南都跑,但這13年都在西部開,我還真的從沒在東部開車過,這次經驗後,真心覺得在西部平原開車太安逸了。
這次2/2傍晚六點~2/3晚上11點的環島之旅,其實蠻臨時起義的,而且幾乎都我一個人開車,某種程度跟我的身心疾病蠻有關係,累積了十多年的人生苦痛,不足為外人道爾的苦痛,在偶然間,好像腦海裡突然莫名啟動了一個開關,想藉由在黑夜中一個人的狂飆,將一切苦痛釋放。
麻煩的是,我並沒有事先計劃好要記錄這一切,我剛發現我的行車記錄器最早只保留錄到2/3晚上11:18
http://i.imgur.com/ntv5wT4.jpg
好死不死已經是我開回台中家了==蘇花公路那一段很扯的都被洗掉了,導致我現在想分享我生平第一次開蘇花的實際恐懼畫面有困難。
而我今天發這篇最主要想分享的,就是蘇花公路那段的經驗!!既然已被洗掉,我只好用文字盡可能詳實記錄當時的感覺。
那時是2/3傍晚才六點多,但蘇花竟天黑的不像話;而且大家如果有印象當時蘇花的雨勢,或者非當地人的,可以去查氣象局記錄,真的當時雨也大的不像話。
總而言之就是,我覺得自己當時像是瞎子在開蘇花,而且後面一路高手緊跟逼車,而且我是生平第一次開,完全沒經驗,恐懼的點我用條列的好了:
(1)當時雨刷速度我已經開到緊崩了,但清雨的速度還是不夠,視線一直被雨弄到蠻糊的
(2)而且當時天真的很暗很黑,我完全看不到路外側是山谷、懸崖、還是海,感覺一不小心我就要往生了
(3)大多數路段路寬真的很窄,再加上真的就是九彎十八拐,對我而言不是簡簡單單的入彎慢出彎快能解決的,好幾次會車時,我都覺得快撞到對向來車
(4)最么壽的是,我後面一路緊跟著一台大貨車,還一路開遠燈閃我,挑釁我要超車又一直沒超,而且我真的覺的他好像是拓海當在開AE86,好幾次我入彎要減速時,我都覺得他要撞到我了,好像他都不用減速,有種貨車在黑夜大雨中甩尾的感覺
(5)我印象我當時google導航顯示我有五十多公里要開,這輩子第一次覺得那公里數減少得么壽慢
(6)我當時油量剩約1/10,而且我一路憋尿
總之,我只記得我之所以能活命,因為我當時一直死盯著、死搜尋著、死緊跟著沿路中央地上的無數小反光鏡來預測路的方向,而去修方向盤方向,以及去抓會車距離避免撞車。
喔還有,感謝這些streetvoice的好歌一路讓我減緩焦慮(還有一堆不截了)
http://i.imgur.com/J3rra0x.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/eCUeRNM.jpg
當天回到家後,小年夜要拜拜嘛,我跟神說感謝神讓我活著回家,而且沒有出任何車禍...
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